OOT: Really long post incoming, I decided to divide it up into spoiler tags so it wouldn't take up too much space.
OOT2: Accidentally posted a section twice, whoops.
Mordred looked up at Trinity, unsure of how to reply. He could tell that she was sincere just from the look in her eyes. Silently, he went back and forth in his mind for some time, trying to decide if he was ready to talk about it or if it would be better to keep it to himself. It's true that he trusts Trinity more than he has trusted anyone in quite some time so if he were to share his past with anyone, it would certainly be her. Hanging his head low, he let out a heavy sigh and made his decision.
"It must have been...about four years ago now."
He leaned back against the cave wall, settling in as he began to share his memories.
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Spoiler: Flashback Part 1
"I grew up in a small village on the edge of the kingdom. It was nearly surrounded by a large forest on one side and sat against a mountain range on the other. There were no more than two hundred people there and it was the sort of place where everyone knew each other, where your neighbors were sort of like an extended family. We lived somewhat isolated from the rest of the world, far away from kings and wars and other such affairs. It really was a wonderful place to live."
A young Mordred, no older than sixteen years, had just finished another rigorous training session with his wooden practice blade. He wiped the sweat from his brow with a satisfied smile and sat down on a nearby bench, where his longtime friend Julia was watching him. She smiled brightly at him and spoke up.
"Wow, it looks like you broke your record! How's it feel?"
Mordred laughed weakly, still catching his breath.
"Not too bad. Though I'm not looking forward to beating this record."
"You know, you could try taking it easy once in a while."
Mordred wagged his finger, smiling wryly.
"Nobody has ever excelled at their craft by "taking it easy," you know."
Julia sighed, but never lost her smile.
"I guess I should've seen that answer coming from the village leader's son."
"Naturally. "A true leader must be the strongest of all in both body and spirit." That's what Father says, anyhow."
"Well, for what it's worth, I believe in you. In fact, I think you'll do great."
Mordred averted his gaze to hide the slight blush on his face.
"Oh, uh...thank you."
"That afternoon, I left the village to take care of an errand for my father. By the time I returned...the village was already in flames. The elves had sent a small army after they'd heard rumors of an ancient, legendary sword hidden away in our village. It was a massacre. The villagers never even stood a chance."
Mordred frantically looked around at the burning buildings, a look of shock and terror in his eyes as an overwhelming dread overtook him.
"What...what happened here? How did this happen? Why?!"
One of the villagers, barely clinging to life, grabbed Mordred's leg.
"Run...Mordred. Run!"
Mordred knelt down and held the man's hand.
"Please tell me, how did this happen?"
"The elves..."
That was all he could say before passing on. Mordred slowly stood up on shaking legs, his eyes wide and his mind racing as he tried to will his body to move.
"It looks like we have a straggler. Finish him off."
Mordred quickly turned around as he heard the elven captain give the order. Fear gripped his heart so tightly, he thought it would burst. His face clearly showed the sheer terror he was feeling. Even if he had a weapon, he was too afraid to even try fighting back. He did the only thing he could do. Run.
Spoiler: Flashback Part 2
"I ran back to my home as fast as I could. It was the first thing that came to mind. I should have known it wouldn't be safe; even so, in my mind, I had to go back there. Perhaps...I had to see it for myself to truly believe that everything I'd ever know was gone."
Mordred managed to avoid the elves for a time, gasping for air as he hid in his house. Fortunately, the elves hadn't put it to the torch yet. But they were there. Mordred found that out for himself when he saw his parents' bloodied corpses in the main hall.
"They...why would they..."
He fell down to his knees, tears forming in his eyes as his throat went dry. He stared blankly at the bodies, covering his mouth to stop himself from screaming in case the elves were nearby. Tears soon fell down to the floor as Mordred quietly sobbed, hanging his head low and nearly collapsing on the floor. He likely would have fallen over right then and there if it weren't for a loud noise nearby that made him stand up straight, tearing him away from his grief.
"There was a secret entrance in my house that led to an old shrine. In this shrine was a relic that had been guarded by my family for generations. When I was a child, my father told me that it would one day become my responsibility to guard it, but I must never remove it from its resting place. I went down to that cavern to escape the elves. That was when I made a decision that would change the very core of my being."
Mordred slumped down onto the shrine's wall and his breathing became steadier; he felt that he was safe for now. Staring up at the cavern's ceiling, he felt tears running down his cheeks once again.
"They're gone. They're all gone."
He held his head in his hands, sobbing quietly as he spoke.
"Where will I go? What will I do? This place is my home, my whole life, it's everything to me. Why? Why did they do this? Was it because of--"
He stopped suddenly and looked up towards the center of the shrine. There sat the sword that his father told him about.
"Apocrypha."
He let the name slip under his breath. He remembered what his father told him. He remembered that this sword was too dangerous to be wielded in battle. Then he remembered everything and everyone that the elves had taken away from him. He slowly stood up and walked over to where Apocrypha was resting. After some slight hesitation, he gripped the hilt of the sword and quickly pulled it out of its pedestal. Almost immediately, he could feel the sword's power surging through him as it bonded with him.
"When I first drew it, I was completely overwhelmed by Apocrypha's power. I had no control over it as I do now and in my weakened state of mind, I had no chance of resisting its influence. It compelled me to feed its thirst for blood. In that moment, I was all too willing to oblige."
Spoiler: Flashback Part 3
Mordred slowly walked through the smoldering ruins of his hometown, bloodied sword hanging in his right hand with a look of cold fury in his glowing red eyes. He stopped suddenly, turning his head to a figure on the ground who, while frozen in fear, was still very much alive. He soon recognized it as the elven captain from earlier who was now pointing and shouting at him.
"They're not coming back...! What did you do?! What have you done, you monster? You walking abomination!!"
Without a word, Mordred slowly started walking towards him, pulling Apocrypha up to shoulder height for a killing blow. The elf, after uttering some sort of incantation, launched a fireball directly at Mordred. Mordred hardly even flinched as the spell was easily deflected by a veil of shadows. The captain panicked, backing up against the wall, sweating profusely as he whimpered and begged for his life. His cries for help fell on deaf ears and were soon silenced as Apocrypha was thrust into his heart.
Another elf, covered in blood and barely standing, raised his curved sword with shaking hands as he muttered curses under his breath.
"Blasted human...you killed them all! My comrades, who I've known since before your grandparents were even born! Do you think your short, wretched lives are anything compared to that?!"
With his last ounce of strength, he let out a yell and charged at Mordred, who had only just then turned his head to acknowledge the elf's presence; though he sensed the elf since long before he'd made himself known. Just as the elf was about to bring down his sword, chains of darkness rose up from the ground, immobilizing him and dragging him down to his knees. Mordred turned to face him, bringing Apocrypha up to his captor's neck. The elf gasped in terror with wide eyes as he stared at the sword.
"You...you don't understand. Death is not something...we can even comprehend. The very idea seems preposterous and...terrifying to my kind! The idea that this weapon can inflict such a fate...please, I beg of you--"
Those were the last words he uttered before Apocrypha removed his head from his shoulders.
"My memories of the time when I first picked up the sword are somewhat blurry; however, the one thing that stands out in my mind is the sensation I felt after every enemy I laid low. It might disturb you to hear this, but each time I killed one of them, I felt an overwhelming sense of pleasure and satisfaction. Although much of it was Apocrypha's doing, to the point where it had more control over my body than I did for a time, it was still feeding into my hatred, my bloodlust, my thirst for revenge. And so I butchered them. I took my revenge on every last one of them-- probably numbering nearly a hundred-- and when it was all over, I had one last encounter that set me on the path I walk now."
Spoiler: Flashback Part 4
Mordred wandered aimlessly around the town, his glowing red eyes looking glazed over and his face now an expressionless mask. He had no purpose in mind and no enemies to fight, so he simply walked through the streets in complete silence, save for the harsh rain that was still falling to the ground. He finally stopped when he saw a familiar face. He knelt down next to her broken body and whispered.
"...Ju...lia..."
His eyes returned to their normal grey color as tears began to stream down his face. With great difficulty, he managed to stand back up and walk away. He only made it a few feet before his legs gave out and he fell back down to his knees. He looked down the street that was littered with corpses, then he looked back to Julia, then he looked up.
And he screamed.
He screamed, he wailed, he sobbed and he cried until his voice was hoarse and his tear ducts ran dry, then he cried tears of blood, quietly sobbing to himself between harsh fits of coughing. Finally, his body gave in to exhaustion and he collapsed on the ground. The last thing he saw before his eyes closed and his mind slipped into unconsciousness was the blood-covered sword he still held in his hand.
Spoiler: Flashback Part 5
"Some time later, whether by luck or by fate, a family of merchants that frequently did business in our town found me on the road and took me in. They could hardly believe what happened. It was even harder to believe that I had survived the ordeal. When I woke up, I knew who they were right away; my parents were very good friends with them and apparently they owed my father a great deal of their success. They offered to let me live with them, saying that they would gladly take me in as their own son. Their daughter, who was two years younger than me, was a good friend of mine and she seemed to be fond of the idea as well. Their kind offer was very, very tempting, but I knew I had to refuse."
"Are you sure we can't talk you out of this? You could start a new life here. We travel all over the world, so you'd certainly never get bored."
Michael, the head of the family, tried one last time to talk him out of it, but it was clear that his mind was made up. Mordred lightly shook his head.
"No. I'm sorry, I simply cannot allow myself to stay here. Not after everything that's happened."
"So...what are you going to do now?"
Dana, the mother of the family, spoke up with a look of deep concern. Mordred hesitated slightly before replying.
"Those elves were organized and well-equipped, much like an army. An army never acts on its own, they receive their orders from a higher authority. I need to know where that order came from."
Then their daughter Rose, who was biting her lip until now, spoke somewhat forcefully.
"Are you out for revenge? Just...forget about that! I can't even imagine what you're going through, but what good is it gonna do trying to take them down all by yourself?! Do you really think you can do that?"
Mordred looked down on the sword at his waist, then back up to Mira.
"With this sword, it might very well be possible."
She was about to speak her mind again before her father stopped her. He then turned to Mordred with a solemn expression.
"If you feel like you really have to do this, I understand. Just know that...if you ever change your mind, or if you get what you're after and you don't know where to go, you've always got a home with us. Okay?"
Mordred nodded.
"Thank you. I'll remember that."
"Ever since that day, I have taken up the mantle of an assassin. Even now I search for the one who brought complete desolation to my home."
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Mordred paused for a bit after telling his story and let out another heavy sigh before leaning forward and turning to Trinity.
"There you have it. If I may ask, what do you think of me now that you know the truth? Please be honest. If you have any fears or reservations, I need to know about them now."